We came up against a few hurdels, and have decided (compearing pros and cons) that it is best not to go to the South Island and compete in Nationals, it is sad, and it's giving up and opportunity but on the plus side it's cheaper, and we have 3 more weeks lead up time. Oh and more money means I can order a new pair of shoes from the States and have my new PINK Bikini made!!!
I have worked out that at this stage in Comp. Prep, if I 'Stuff up', or have a bad eating day like on Monday, it will take 3 days of full on focus with diet and training to get back to where I was! Hardly seems worth it, but I am ok with this, cause I still trained hard and am doing alot of cardio, I'm starting to feel tight again, and with a few more early nights in bed I should be all good.
I am certainly having my moments where the diet is getting to me in the evening, but I am yet to have a big old sulk! More than anything, I laugh at myself for having sh*ty thoughts about me, others and the boys who use the equipment and don't put it away.... ANNOYING!
- Order new Bikini
- Order new shoes
- Type up new diet plans
- Find new music for J and Couples
- Posing practise